It didn't turn out as what was expected it to be.

There it was, staring in front of me.

In its Bright red font, on its own & nothing else.

In denial; Refresh and refresh the page, but still turn out to be same.

Heart sank and lost of words was the reaction.

All those hardwork & hours spent on research did not pay off.

"Where did I go wrong?"... was the 1st question to come.

And am still wondering.

But whats done cannot be undone.

~ sometimes things does not turn out the way you expect it to be, even with full confidence ~

ADIOS
10:05PM

Short update>>>>>>>

After school,,,
....met Sheena and her friend since its been a while & she drag me along to some Student Forum talk. Boring plus sleepy sums it all up. lol!!

While walking home,,,
..... saw couple arguing under void deck. Like no place to argue like that...

And Tmr,,,,
.... Lab Management UT 4 @ 9.30am. Bring back nostalgic memories back in Yr 1 UT days. & I've decided not to pon class tommorow, which is Pharmaceutics.....

Reason due --> Prob covered for UT 4, studies comes 1st =)
The last semester I did that cost me my UT grade.. Not going to repeat it again..

OK, Im out

ADIOS

10:21PM

GREAT!.. Just today had shortage on Mastercard.
Thx to this new guy... Leave for toilet break just for 5min, dunnoe what he do.
During handover of the cashier, short 30 bucks!...WTF!..
NOT AGAIN!.. Oreadi that day excess, now shortage.. sianz..
Never gonna let a new ppl touch my POS again.
OH! yesterday help my out at mom stall,
Saw a few airplanes create this Heart shape formation in the sky.
It should be for the NDP that is, training for it..
ITS Gorgeous ain't it. Get to snap a pic of it.
Its not too clear though, was cloudy that day, but still can see it.

Heart Shape. Can see? Just above the flat.

ADIOS
8:40PM

3 more weeks before Aug holiday..
Which will not be case for me.
ADDP will start right of the bat, 13th Wed.
Holiday has just gone down the drain.
It will be Lab EVERY DAY!, plus UTs every 4 days will be back. WOOTS!
Confrim plus chop calculation will be present throughout...sianz
& the UTs will not be the usual online or paper.
some of the faci say someting "special" for the UT
Can bet its a PRACTICAL UTs --> compound drugs on the spot..
Plus calculation also. MAMPOS like that..
All in 30mins time!..Hopefully its not 30min..
Not something I look forward too this coming aug holiday.

ADIOS

10:55PM

Just something wanna share that I've experience quite some time back.
That time I did not have a blog, so cannot post it..hehe.

Its an experience that I'll never forget --> really taught me the meaning of "giving"

Happen when me and my dad went to Fri prayers.Was still in sec school then, sec 4 im im not wrong.Went to the usual woodlands mosque. After prayers, while waiting for dad outside the mosque to finish his prayers. Saw a lady with a child, about 6 yrs old + standing there begging to passer-by. The child was holding a cup, with her sweet innocent eyes and tudung (scarf) on her. It was quite sad to see such a young child begging. So i took out whatever cash i have on me and donate into her small cup, and she gave me a smile that I'll never forget..

Soon afterwards, her mom called her, and i think they're moving off. Before she go to her mom, she did something which really sunk my heart. She took out a $10 note from her small cup and place it inside the Donation Box that the mosque place at the gate. I was Speechless at that very moment. No words can describe it.

While some ppl who have the money does not even donate, this girl who was begging with her mom just donate a $10. That $10 might be their lunch or dinner, who knows.. At that very moment, tears in my eyes just came... That is the power of giving where no known boundries is needed, no matter how poor he/she is.


Dad came and said, "Let's go buy your mom frozen chicken that she want at Sheng Shiong. The money is with u rite?"

Me: "errrrr....O.O..."

Oopppss.. that money that i donate was mom's money..hahaha! oh well, it was worth the cause. Still can use NETS mah to buy..hehe =D

ADIOS

10:12PM

This is the 2nd time UT has been postponed.
Lab Management UT 4 suppose to be tmr.
Thx to the President visiting out school, they postponed it..
Hmmm,,, maybe he should be visit our school more often, then school days
can also be postponed... WAHAHA!
The last time a UT was postponed was back in Yr 1, if im not wrong that is.
Anyway, Who CARES rite!! UT is Postponed...Weeee!!!!!!!

And this Wed suppose to be FYP meeting.
But Guess what! even that is also postponed till next wed.. LOL!
Wonder what's next will be postpone..HAHAHA!
& my plan for tis wed is ---> SLEEP!!!!!!!
Whahaha!!! Pay back all the slping time loss.

And yesterday my dear friend meiyin said something hilarious while chatting
She said something
--> "its been a while since i play with balls"

O.O!!!! hehe..

ADIOS

8:14PM

UT yesterday was Okok, not to bad.
101% sure moderation, can bet on it.
Since it was quite doable i might say, more of common sense.
Today briefing on High Performance Liquid Chromatography (HPLC) by our TDA @ lab.
It was more like attending CE activity than FYP if u ask me.. .lol!
OH! and DDD P13 lab will be on this machine, hehe..
The Lab will be at W51A or 1b, no difference since both lab will be using the machine
Heard from the module chair who was present just now, hehe..
So kinda get a sneak preview of how to use it,, hehe =D
quite complicated i might say
Half way through the explanation, bit lost. LOL!
Have a feeling analytical instrumentation module, will cover that and some other machines. WOOT! Thats gonna be fun =D
end @ 5pm and off we go home.
Next wed FYP starts --> journal club

ADIOS

8:56PM

Another weekend go by in a flash.
Work yesterday was sianz..
Not cuz of the workload.
Thx to the Supplier that is.
Supposed to come at 6pm, Guess what time come..
11 FREAKING PM!! Just was about to close the shop.
Nvrmind, plus still need to check the stock!
Their reason... their truck tyre flat on the expressway.
WALAO! of all days to have a pancit tyre.. sianz.
Thx to that.. Miss the last train home.
Taxi cost me a HUGE hole in my pocket.. another sianz
There goes almost half of the day's pay
UT 3 for Pharmaceutics tmr.
And i just realised now that UT 2 for Lab Management are out.. lol

ADIOS

9.58PM

Ok, actually I dont know what to update.
Nothing much going this week.
G301 just over and starting next wed i guess.
Other teams has started this week, much earlier.
Anxious about results for G301, when will it come out?
WHO KNOWS.. hehe

W'lands Lib after skool for some revision.
When fatin came from behind and stun me.
Lucky i got no heart attack, if not... Phew.
CS and her gf were also there, they go have their happy times at lvl 3
of the librabry, hehe..
Soon afterwards went home & I forget to bring the HOUSE KEY! DAMN!
So sit outside my house like an idiot waiting for my small sis to come back.
call her Hp and nvr pick up --> another smart ass.
her reason - just for fun dun wanna pick up.. Grrrr -_-"

Pharmaceutics UT 3 on Mon followed by DDD on Tue...

ADIOS

10.09PM

G301 is finally over!.. YESSA! WHOPPIEE!!

Presentation went well today, smooth also i might say.
Except some tis idiot faci who question us like what

Forget her bloody name oreadi.. lol

Some of the faci are nice in their Q&A.

Like Jim Tan,, hehe.. He question us, and most of the time, he will do the asnwering and talking.WHAHAH! How nice is that.. lol!

Besides that, all went smoothly. Except for the waiting time which is damn bored.lol

G302 will be starting soon. 1 week of rest for now.

Quickly finish G302 and get it done and over with.. lol

On to GRADUATION!..WAHAHA!

pics taken today....

My team mates

Me and rozi

Our gorgous poster

meiyin monkeying arnd..haha. Shes bored..lol!

ADIOS
9.23PM

Congrats to those who just end their misery of presenting the poster. hehe..
Now its just waiting for my team's turn this Sat.
Why must it be a Sat? haiz..
Feel kinda weird since today stay at home, hehe..
Since every wed is FYP day & usually will be slogging in lab for the whole day.
Well, G302 will be lab slogging session..
Went out shopping to buy shite shirt at CWP.
Since whole team decided to wear shite and black.
OMG, we like waiter team on that day.. LOL!
Must get ready notepad to take orders. wahaha!
Pray the assessor will not ask too much DEEP question.
Touch Wood, plastic, glass and all available materials that we dont get assessor like our TDA during our mock presentation, or else mampos. Gerenti kena shoot like TOOT.

ADIOS!

10.14PM

Wee!!... its 1st of July oreadi. How times really flies fast.
Tmr to some, will be a big day for them. Wait, it is today! Haha.. in 7hrs time.
FYP poster presentation that is, Goof Luck to whoever will be presenting.
As for my team, will be this Sat 5th July @ W54D.. hehe.
sianz, sat still have to come back =x.
The sooner this thing is over, the sooner Part II of FYP can start. lol!

Next sem module selection confirmed
Obviously have to take Pharm Chem & Pharm Legislation, which is a must.
other 2 freely chosen would be Cell Culture (yr 2 module..WEE!!) and Analytical Instrumentation.
Cell culture same with fatin and dayah.. hehe..YEA! hopefully same class, den got friend.. lol!
Not much choice to chose from.
Some cannot be taken since got UT clashes.
Saddened, if not can take Med Tech oreadi, or even Cell cycle & oncology.
So much for freely chose when u can even take it.. damn!

ADIOS

1:04AM